LOSING  YOU SNUGGLES

I don’t think I’ll ever get over losing you.

Something as bad as this I have never had to get through.

As I was never able to have children,

You were the only baby in my life.

Even trying to get over you doesn’t seem right.

I miss you more than I can possibly say.

So how can I get along with my life this way?

When I put the three cats to sleep, as you outlived each one,

It wasn’t as hard as what with you has come.

I’m at a loss for what to feel or say,

And I just can’t look forward to this each day.

Every day I feel this really bad ache.

And I realize I am feeling the pieces of my heart break.

How to stop it I don’t know,

Unless to me another dog will go.

I hope that it will surely arrive,

While I am still alive.

Love,

Mommie

                  January 10, 2010